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days spent listening healing inquiring kairos chronos ticking clocks mark hours mark moments words n thoughts emotions jealousy n hate anger n frustration depression hopelessly hopeful flat n squashed confused confessed concealed co dependant i dance around with them i probe n wait hear the space empathize elongate erridite i write i read i look for clues i get supervised i get drunk i get out i wait n wait they return we cover the ground again n again tears smiles hugs reports are filled papers are shuffled i change do they? what do i offer cannot ask cannot answer just be be open be me be there be truly in the moment be silent be still be centered be present be love this therapists life