I am 40
i am 40 the big four o 4 decades in the blink of an eye or an i what else am i? i am a soul a spirit i am me not you i play music i read i love i live i hate i struggle i grow some two steps forward two steps back on a good day i am parochial but i see the universe i doubt but i pray i am always arriving but leaving something i dream but get bogged in reality i succeed and make mistakes i am good i am bad i am often indifferent but what sort of man am i perhaps you know? i act i hope i wonder i try i anticipate i see i am 40 years have taught me this that i am can be enough it is my journey it my depths it is my future.