love and the long road

some days just
blah
who am i kidding?
what do i know about
entering the mystery?
about anything actually
i get insecure
i get lost
i get confused
i stuff up
i stuff down
two steps forward and one step back
now, i know freends
this is just the way of it
but
geezzzzzeeee
you'd think after all this time
on the road
i'd be a little surer
a little sounder.

this way of
casting off is
not the easy path
its the listening game
to yourself
to the other
to the mystery
only travelling with what
is needed
the one word
the single sign
the burning coal

i do know
i believe
in love
this stays with me
when everything else
seems to leave
i'm a sucker for the romantic
the boy meets girl magic
makes the world go round
and if it goes right
then we are all
the better for it
its only the little story
of the big one
the love which enfolds
sustains
creates
forgives
and renews
but still
it matters
to me.

i hope you are in love
my friends.
i hope that love
fills you with hope
joy n
peace.

:)