a new door opened

the job is mine
i am da man
a scared man
a new man
a sacred man with any luck
the new ministery blokey whatsit to a universal community
controlling the ebb n flow of divine observance
walking with others
in sun n rain
sending da young ones to learn and grow
supporting da weak
lovin all who cross my door
(i am not even sure if i have an office...)
sounds like a good deal does it not?
but freends
between us
i am sure
i can't do this
not without love
not without living in community
not without living in da mystery
not without help
so remember me freends
as i embark on this mysterious voyage
into being sort of useless
but essential
sort of part of everything
but called to be outside
part of the community
but not a teacher or student or administrator...
living on the edge of all
a freend called it
sounds like a good place to be
actually!
love ya freends

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