doing it differently

i'm getting a message freends
in words from
the pulpit
in songs
in mp3s n mpegs
in pdfs and word
stop running
be
slow it down
do it
differently
am i listening
can i hear it
do i want to anyway?
its too easy to complain innit
say
im too busy
too stressed
overwhelmed
under funded
then
do nothing
preserve and maintain my
little status quo n
little inpenetrable world
make no changes
it takes an effort
to say no
to see what really matters
enough
stop
to see
with different eyes
----------------------------
my effort is
to start with me
i said no to two things
i would've liked
but would make me
too busy
running around
too much
probably eat n drink too much
anyway...
felt good actually
to preserve a little
inner space.
this morning
i walked for a bit
in the cool air
just before dawn
(another plus for saving da light)
got to the mine
early
enjoyed the peace
n some chant n stuff
n the new cheerch remix

see ya later

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